
The true purpose of ego is to be the expressor of Source/Soul/I AM. We invite separate ego to not fight this but to join us. We can only listen to our Soul's Guidance by following our Heart's feeling/being. We are Source the I AM is Source Soul is Source. We are Divine. We transform mentally, emotonally and physically as we integrate the I AM as us into each of our bodies. We keep our bodies and transform as we stay on Earth. I also want to remind you that Transformation does not mean the annihilation of our earthly vehicles. It may require that you let go of being approved of by others, dropping all labels you currently identify with and relaxing into your New Life. Yet, if you pay attention to what resonates within your Heart, you will make choices that help you evolve. It may take some very difficult decisions to make. Go within and see what you are ready to let go of.regardless of any attempt (from others or from yourself) by the old to hold you back. Everything you experience points the way. It becomes more difficult to maintain the old. You know what hard-wired illusions are ready to transform by how you no longer feel Joy in partaking in them. It often takes many times till the old is completely transformed. When you repeat something new often, it becomes part of you. It will get easier as I continue to honor this decision during every human-made holiday, even if it makes others very uncomfortable. I take this to Heart and live my Truth and yet, since this was the first year of standing firmly in my Truth, it was more difficult than I imagined it would be. We are asked to be Love not just for a season, but in every Moment. After all, I'm not Christian (or any religion) and I know a higher truth. I chose to disengage I told my family I would no longer take part. Did you know that Jesus wasn't a Christian nor was he born in December, and yet we allow ourselves to be programmed by the commercialism of this particular holiday. One particular holdiay that is extremely hard-wired is Christmas.

My example is this: I have known that all holidays are “human-made,” in that they are not given to us by Soul/Source. You might ask, “Why push when flow seems to be the opposite of push?” There are some patterns that are so entrenched that it takes an extra effort to transform them. Remember that it has taken many lifetimes to create a pattern, so don't have expectations as to how quickly or long it takes to transform. This depends on how hard-wired something is within you. When you do, don't be surprised if you experience difficulties. We are asked to push through some old patterns.
